Wow.. did this month not go by super fast!? It feels to me like it went by in just a matter of a couple of weeks. It just shows that Christmas is going to be here very very soon.. I really need to get started on a list and get shopping. I am having Mom, Don, and Laci here.. Well, I think we are having Laci, if she can make the time.. and we might have some of Scott's family here too. I am not sure yet if the kids are coming or not.. I don't want to get started on that but we are are working on it. My ex wants to take them to his mom's but Christmas break is 2 weeks.. and I damn sure know, he won't be there for more than a couple days. But its more of a power thing with him. So if he wants be a jerk.. then that's ok. We will figure it out as we go! However for Thanksgiving, Scott and I are staying home. We have traveled so much over the summer, and we just are not doing it for the fall and winter holidays. I am ok with that. I would love mom to be here for Thanksgiving and also my Grand mother but my husband makes for good company! I don't even think we will have Michael here this year. We had him over last year but this year he is heading home!!
I don't think he will mind me saying this..If he does, I am sure I will hear about it.. I already said it a couple of times but he moved in with Courtney yesterday and they are expecting the first child together in May. ( I wish I could remember the due date! ) He told his family tonight and from what I hear they are super excited about having new baby in the family! I am super happy for them. I don't think he could ever found another woman to love him as much as Courtney does. Relationships are very hard. We all have ups and downs but she is tougher that I ever expected and she has hung in there and proved to be a loyal loving person for him. We met Michael on a golf course a few years ago and since he has warmed our hearts and been one of the best friends to Scott and I both. With Courtney.. it took a little longer for us to warm up to each other. I don't trust very many woman but she has also proven to be a very kind and loyal person to me. I am excited for them and I can't wait to hold that baby! I will be at the hospital waiting on it to be born! I think its a girl!! But we will have to wait till around Christmas to know. I couldn't really talk a lot about it because she asked me to keep mum until her first trimester was over.. You guys have no idea how hard it was for me to do that. I want to post the first ulrasound picture.. I am going to ask tomorrow and I bet she says yes! Really special night for them and their familys! It warms my ♥.
I got an email tonight from a guy in Texas who owns the peacock car that I showed in THIS post from one of my visits in Texas. He sent me more pictures of his car and I am going to post them tomorrow. Its going to be one of the wildest things I have ever saw. I did send him an email back and asked permission.. but I am sure its ok otherwise he wouldn't have sent me the pictures. So be expecting those tomorrow too. I also didn't get the chili post up today. I just was busy sending out emails and talking with friends. Two of my girlfriends who I will NOT name are really struggling in their marriages. I am working on trying to help them but I sure don't have all the answers. I am learning about marriage too but one thing I know for sure is, its work.. and you have to be willing to put in the effort to make it work or get out. I told one of my friends tonight..that she needs to turn into the Stepford Wife. That she should get her home together and really put her focus on her husband and kids. I really think that will fix everything. My other friend is also having trouble. I spent a long time emailing her. I think these girls are dealing with depression. I have been there so many times. Both of them are really worrying me. I read a study recently that even happy woman in happy marriages contemplate divorce. Wonder how many of you guys think of divorce in happy marriages? I think its just the idea of just having to care for yourself instead of a family and husbands and or wives. But I don't think most of us want to spend our lives alone. We all want someone special to tell things to, because happiness is always better when shared. Its like when you see a really beautiful sunset.. you want someone to see it too.. or when you see a great movie, you want someone to share it with. At least most people do anyway. I love my friends dearly.. Anyone will tell you that I am a fiercely loyal friend.. and I feel so bad that 2 of my closest friends are having problems. I really wish they both would just pack their bags and come to my house for a month.. kinda like a boot camp to clear their heads and get back to the lives they want.. I love you guys.. It will be ok. I am not even going to put your initials on here.. but you both know who you are and I am here day or night for you.. But if you are reading this and you didn't make 2 of the beds or do the dishes.. I am going to get all over you ass later! You need to put your focus on other things right now.. And my other friend.. email me so we can figure out a plan to get you happy again too!
With all this going on with them.. it sure makes me grateful for the man in my life. My family has not always understood him.. and probably his family has not always understood him but I do.. I love him more than any other man that has been in my life. I can't imagine him not being here. I don't worry so much anymore about our relationship failing. I worry more about something happening to him and being left totally alone. Each day is a gift for all of us.. and I don't take that for granted anymore. I hope anyone reading this. thinks about and remember to tell who you love what they mean to you. Love is that matters in this world.. everything else is noise.
Well its 3 am.. I stayed on the phone for over 2 1/2 hours basically talking my friend off a cliff and I need to try to get to bed soon. I think tonight.. no tv. Just a dark a room and soft bed. Maybe it will work and maybe not... but its worth a try.
Scott should be home most of the day tomorrow. I don't think he is going into work but who knows. I might not blog as much if hes around. I want to spend time with him. So happy November.. I will talk to you when I can!
xoxo
K Jaggers
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